Can't EscapeI can't seem to get awayyou're always thereevery exhale of every dayevery dream every nightmarewhen I close my eyes I see you're silhouetteI swear last night I could feel you breathing on my necksomething won't let me give up you just yetI don't know how but I swear we can get out of this wreckI break down when I try to think what happenedBecause I don't know who I am when you're not with memy heart aches every time I hear your name mentionedevery mirror you're all I seeyou see i've thought all there is to thinki've lied every liei've drank all there is to drinkno matter what I do i'll love you untill the day I die
Breaking PointYou seem him over therehe's at his breaking pointthis is him saying he just doesn't careevery person has there endpointhe's at hisgoing to watch himself crash and burnhe stops saying he's broken his actions prove he ishe's taken every wrong turnfound his place in hell and built a housea home built of razors drugs and alcoholthose demons he's dancing with he made them his spouseyou see him in that house he feels safe in those wallsevery second soaked in sadnessevery day he dies once morethe worst part is he can't escape thisyou see him he can't break anymorewait what's he doingis he locking himself away inside that placeyes he is so it's only himself he is destroyingto the point nobody will recognize his faceyou see him locked away over therehe's past his breaking point and will never be going elsewhere
Do Me A FavorYou can fear death no moreYou've died to many timesMore broken then ever beforeTo live like this should be a crimeTried to drown your demonsThey know how to swimThey killed all your angelsYour dreams are just a nightmareWhen you thought you couldn't fall any deeper in the hole you pulled out a shovelThe smell of death is in the airMind and heart being toyed with by the devilYou don't even know what you're doing anymoreAll you see is darkness and it has wrapped in a cocoonBeing eaten away at the very coreSo death do me favor.... Visit soon
Me Vs. Them Part 2I told you you'd be backI can't take this anymoresomeone like you can't just cutbackshut up I'm done be my saviorI always have beeni'm worse then everdon't worry about that take this ginit'll take a lot more then that to make me feel betterI know that's why i'm going to give you this razoronce again I'll still need morecut deeper then it'll help you feel betterfine but i've done that beforethat's why i'm going to give you these pillsi'll take them I still don't think it's enough thoughdon't worry I have more to give you stillI sure hope sohere now i've made you numbyou sure this will do ittrust me i'm positive that'll be the outcomeokay good just get me out of this bottomless pitI will i'm glad to have you back my friendi'm self destructing once againoh don't worry i'll help you ascendplease I need out of this wrenched way of life when will I get out....when?
TiredTired of feeling this waytired of reaching new lowstired of feeling so dead each daytired of seeing how deep I can gotired of hurting the ones I lovetired of the demons that haunt metired of dissapointing the one abovetired of feeling so emptytired of putting on this masktired of the hate for myselftired of turning to the flasktired of living itselftired of not being to have a real smiletired of not being able to be in a caskettired of this contorted lifestlyetired of wishing I could change all of it
This Is HomeWarm gushes of red drip from fleshvodka stains on your liverthoughts constantly wanting to refreshdrugs right around the cornerinsanity holds your brain in its palmmosters twisting and surrounding your heartthis storm never had its calmit's tearing you apartfriends crumbling from your touchfamily crying at the sight of youusing the monsters and insanity as your crutchstill not wanting to believe this nightmanre has come trueyour reflection missing from the mirrorwhats that whipering? You hate this viewBrandon you're reflection is right herethe monsters the insanity listen to us this is home this is you
the storyI love youyou love meI hurt youyou hurt meyou went to hellyou took meour story i'll tellyou're sorry I can seemy heart you stoleit's yours to keepto keep you happy by my side was my goalI failed we both fell in the deepour worlds both dieingwe're stuck here dont know where to goeverything in ashes our love though still livingthe pain and anguish these words still cant showour skies pitch blackthe ground melting below our feettake my hand and dont look backlet this firefly lead us away from defeat
The CostumeHurry up find itput it on fastlook at him hes so perfecthow does he lastthe way he smiles his laughsI wish I was like thatjust even half?Look at the sunlight gleam off his eyeseveryone around him loves himno lows only highsthe chances of him failing are slimno ones around hurry up take it off!Its wearing you downcollapse to hell it's the falloffthe flames are making you drownno laughs no smileyou can see the anguish in his lifeless eyesblades cry out for me to stay awhilethis is his mastperpiece his perfect disguisenow there's nobody there!Only me and the shrieking silence in this roomHURRY up put it on someones coming dont let them see this twisted nightmarenobody would enjoy whats behind his costume....
NumbCan you feelthere should be a tear anger painnot even one emotion you can reveal?Only able to feel with a slit veintheres no pain like not feeling paincall me a name hit me I wont feel a thingsatisfied with more bloodstainsyou cant even tell your dieingyour only sound a deafening silenceevery breathe as empty as your bottleyour own body absenceyour emotions are your own devilI cant shake this blank starethere has to be something there