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The poetAll the words oh so true
all the poems right from the heart
the poets mind the issue
his demons he displays in his art
the scariest ones he wouldn't dare put on paper
afraid of the reaction and the despair it would cause
it's hard to believe the poems could get that much darker
just another one of his flaws
a poet with more monsters in his head than friends
releasing some with this pen
hoping one day this ends
before the addictions and monsters take over again
this is the oh so hollow poet
whose afraid of his own mind
a place you'd never want to visit
a place he would never let you find
if they knewThey say I couldn't last a day in the real world
I say they couldn't survive one night in mine
they say to hell i'll be hurled
I say I live there every day that's fine
they say you have no one go kill yourself
I say I don't mind being the outcast
they say have fun meeting the devil himself
I say I will i'll make sure we get to you fast
they say just go home emo and cry
I say if you knew my pain you'd cry until you lost both eyes
Two inchestwo inches never hurt so much
two inches so small yet so destructive
two inches used as a crutch
two inches is all I need to live
two inches oh so addictive
two inches allowing you to fake that smile
two inches has you held captive
two inches becoming apart of your lifestyle
two inches brings tears to friends and familys eyes
two inches is all it takes for you to feel
two inches can bring death as a prize
two inches brings scars that will never heal
two inches allows the blood to pour
two inches allows for a little bit the thoughts to fade
two inches puts you curled up in a ball on the floor
two inches..... the length of this razor blade
Outcasted loveGo ahead and hate her I could care less
don't you see nothing you say will change how I feel
she's my beautiful wreck of a princess
i'm her rebel prince and these words couldn't be more real
I know you're hoping this poem isn't about her
but it is so stop thinking things that are only to help you sleep at night
these words the words of an outcasted love a sweet twisted to be happily ever after
not holding back my words this time i'm putting them for you to see in plain sight
are they hitting like a dagger to the chest
hurting angering the deepest part of you
knowing that I don't care if you detest
that i'm going to see this all the way through
our broken hearts fit perfect in each others like pieces to a puzzle
no amount of time could tear them apart
only brings the love closer through this long lasting battle
made it this far.... you really think anything could make these hearts depart
NumbCan you feel
there should be a tear anger pain
not even one emotion you can reveal?
Only able to feel with a slit vein
theres no pain like not feeling pain
call me a name hit me I wont feel a thing
satisfied with more bloodstains
you cant even tell your dieing
your only sound a deafening silence
every breathe as empty as your bottle
your own body absence
your emotions are your own devil
I cant shake this blank stare
there has to be something there
DeathA word so peaceful
it soothes my very soul
something that makes most people fearful
it is in my very controll
a solution to every one of my problems
something I can achieve fastly in so many ways
it is the extreme version of being numb
something that would not go away but always stays
so easy to get to and reach
got any idea of what this miracale is yet?
It's something yet so simple I could even teach
it's right here for you to come and get
this gift that haunts many
all it takes is one single breath
it is my friend far from enemy
hateWhy can't you get better
you deserve all of it
still miss alcohol because you don't like being sober
telling others to get better but you cant..... hypocrite
just more reasons to hate yourself
admit it you still miss the highs
even with people around you you will always be alone by yourself
how you wish these lines were lies
oh well another reason for more self hate
you like the cuts and how they bleed
feeling like your'e locked in hells gate
hey you yeah you you know you have everyone worried
more reasons for hate of course
look at all the horrible things you've done
you deserve to be a corpse
all you are is a burden
these are some reasons why I hate me
without even getting into my deep haunting thoughts
not giving up is far from easy
because I hate me not just a little but lots....
Do Me A FavorYou can fear death no more
You've died to many times
More broken then ever before
To live like this should be a crime
Tried to drown your demons
They know how to swim
They killed all your angels
Your dreams are just a nightmare
When you thought you couldn't fall any deeper in the hole you pulled out a shovel
The smell of death is in the air
Mind and heart being toyed with by the devil
You don't even know what you're doing anymore
All you see is darkness and it has wrapped in a cocoon
Being eaten away at the very core
So death do me favor.... Visit soon
WelcomeTravel to place where a butterfly turns into a crow
theres clouds over everything and its pouring black rain
pain and sicknesses are shinning aglow
there is nothing sane
every breath wispers death
blood splaetters in the field
suguar becomes meth
everythings fate has been sealed
suicide the only way to leave
your bed is the grave
we are on the eve
pain has you enslaved
theres only one light in this world
a lone firefly
a twisted place maybee a firefly could uncurl
as it sings dont die
spelled out in blood saying welcome to my mind
listen to the winds song
beware u might not enjoy what u find
I stay here all day long
I am not a stereotypeSlide the blade across your wrist.
"Doesn't it hurt?"
I can't feel anything.
Punch your own stomach.
Does it hurt yet?
"Why do you do that?"
The pain makes me feel alive.
"I don't know."
"What's wrong with you?"
I'm dead inside.
I'm just depressed.
Stare at your arms.
"What are you doing?"
I just have low self esteem.
I'm just human.
I'm just me.
Good Enough... for YOU.As I sit here cradling the blade in my hands
Treasuring the moments I wish that I had
I can't stop growing more lost and confused
I can't stop thinking... am I good enough for you?
As I sit here, wrapping the rope around my neck
No one will understand a meaning so complex
I simply can't stop thinking about it somehow
Thinking, am I good enough for you now?
As I sit here, pulling the trigger on the gun
I think, maybe I was never meant for "the one"...
goes the bullet.
For when I think it through...
I really won't ever be good enough for you.
What Happened?I used to think make up
Made people ugly.
Now I think I'm ugly without it.
I used to think people
Always loved me.
Now I think everyone hates me.
I used to think everybody
Was my best friend.
Now I think no one truly is.
I used to think
Boys were icky!
Now I wish I had one.
What happened to being
So much time, so little to doI have seen the beauty of a dove beneath the skies
I have told the harshest truths, and I have told some lies
I have seen a child cry into its mother's arms
I have been that weeping girl who held onto self-harm
I have heard the laughter of a man about to die
I have seen the anger resting deep within their eyes
I have been the victim of my own disgusting thoughts
I have seen the best of people slowly start to rot
I have felt the heartache; I have seen a love go blue…
So much time is left to spare, but so much less to do…
Divorce"You're being abused."
"You're being oppressed."
"She's a control freak."
"You're being brainwashed."
"You're being manipulated."
"They are trying to rob me of my peace!"
You hear that enough, and soon you won't know what to believe.
From all the screaming and begging them to stop, your shouts grow coarse.
You've been told you have the voice of an angel.
But your strained larynx laughs - you are like a boy going through puberty.
Before long, you flat out sound like a chain smoker Batman.
All you can do is run away, so you scale the stairs and lock yourself in the one place you can call your own.
Because you're a "drama queen."
We were once together,
now we are apart,
the days go by,
My heart still feels empty,
bring it back to life,
the way you use to,
make me happy,
the way you use to,
Show me how to laugh,
the way you use to,
the way you use to,
where did i go wrong,
everything was perfect,
now i'm sitting here,
left with no answers.
Tell meTell me what you want,
Tell me what you need,
Tell me what's going on,
Tell me what i need to hear,
Tell me everything is going to be okay,
Tell me that you are always going to be here,
Tell me you wont ever leave me,
Tell me i can Breathe again,
Tell me that i'll be okay,
Tell me You love me,
Tell me Something.
Love AgainHear my worries, fear my cries
Dread the whispered lullabies
Drown beneath the spinning skies
Feel the truth you can't deny
Taste the blood upon your tongue
Feel the poison fill your lungs
I am she who lies among
Those who know where things belong
Feel the weapons kiss your skin
Listen to the screeching wind
See my power, watch me win…
And never fall in love again…
Done ForeverThe Walls are slowly closing
in on us where i am slowly
losing myself, i am losing the
faith i had in you, you lied to
me and broke my heart into
a million pieces as i slowly
pick them off the ground
you laugh at me then i began
to cry, who are you, not
the person i thought you were.
Why is this happening
i thought we were perfect for
each other i did so much for you
and now you are slowly breaking my
heart. The words you are saying
are tearing me apart, Did you ever
even care about me or was that a lie
too, what happen to all the promises
we had, did they mean nothing to you?
why do you keep lying to me is it ever
going to stop?
Or are you...
Behind the smileBehind the smile there is sorrow
behind the smile there is anger
behind the smile is someone not knowing if he can tomarrow
behind the smile is a razor
behind the smile is a bottle
behind the smile a bruised and scarred soul
behind the smile is someone fighting with his inner devil
behind the smile a heart with a gaping hole
behind the smile smoke rings in the air
behind the smile someone who really is trying
behind the smile a mind that makes him pull out his hair
behing the smile he is dying
behind the smile a scarred wrist
behind the smile a frown that never flees
behind the smile thoughts of not wanting to exist
behind the smile is everything he hopes you don't see
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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