DisconnectedWhat do you do when you look inside yourself and find nothingDisconnected by breathinbreathout
When the person you are is disconnected from the skin you’re wearing
When you try to find what’s not right and you realize it’s everything
Feeling your bones ever more hallowing
They say when you die the person you are,your soul leaves you
That makes me breathing but dead
So internally scarred by your mind that you can see them as soon as you pull up those sleeves
Maybe you’ll finally feel yourself on a deathbed
Or maybe you’re just buried in these vices
Is the person you were gone forever
If so oh how death entices
Because I’m so tired of being the survivor
Whatever happened to you you just don’t know
So go back to what you know best
The addictions and you what a sad duo
So for now I’ll just lay and hope this gets better after I rest
Center of the StormThe center of the storm is where I belongCenter of the Storm by breathinbreathout
Everything destroyed in my path
From a distance beautiful like a hundred sad songs
Until you look closer and see the aftermath
This is me sounding the sirens stay away
Don’t be the fool who stays and thinks they can survive
Because everyone that’s came close to this storm has not been okay
Even the person in the center of this storm isn’t alive
Don’t worry though storms always die
You won’t always have to be afraid
Because after it dies it’s as soothing as a child’s lullaby
I promise you’ll be happy you hadn’t have stayed
The storm is not worth the destruction and suffering
Please leave and save yourself and let the storm fade away
Because the person in the center storm will never be recovering
Before it kills or hurts you please leave never get close runaway
Deja VuThick smoke in the airDeja Vu by breathinbreathout
It’s all too familiar
Stresses making you pull out your hair
One more failure
The oh so familiar sting of the blade
The Reckless and uncaring actions
Hopeless thoughts begin to invade
So do all the old addictions
Just pick your poison
Many you’ve been a slave to
If lucky this time it’ll take you to the coffin
How will you ever be able to continue
Déjà vu all over again
Except you have less friends then before
Is it possible to stay afloat in the ocean of your sin
Or is this the time you sink to the ocean floor
The Poltergeist and The DoppelgangerThe Poltergeist and The Doppelganger by MusicIsEverything16
Of the grotesque things I've seen,
And the horrible things I've done,
My depraved and sick thoughts;
They are what I've grown to regret the most.
The distasteful things I imagine,
Are always malcontent with decency.
My thoughts of her,
Are always twisted into something wretched.
When these thoughts arise,
It's almost as if I'm replaced.
Somewhere in my core,
Something evil takes over me.
It haunts me incessantly;
The ghost of my past thoughts.
It's slowly destroying me.
It resembles me,
But is not.
It is a copy of my worst qualities,
Leaving all decency in its wake.
Night and day;
These thoughts haunt me.
Day and night;
I am not me.
TemptationDisconnected from what use to beTemptation by xJustABlightx
You're disconnected from everything
Maybe we can stay on repeat?
Do you remember not long ago
when I was just 16 years old
And it was so,
That we didn't care about it at all
Was that a different time
There was no idea of mind
To commit one crime
Or be less than kind
Now I don't know
I sit, curled and fold
Put life on hold
Escape stories untold
My head aches from the thought
That I have barely fought
In the urge, Im caught
If I fail, I'll rot…
Because I've felt temptation before
And Lust slips like a whore
Even when you're bodies left sore
You'll still crawl back for more