Deja VuThick smoke in the airDeja Vu by breathinbreathout
It’s all too familiar
Stresses making you pull out your hair
One more failure
The oh so familiar sting of the blade
The Reckless and uncaring actions
Hopeless thoughts begin to invade
So do all the old addictions
Just pick your poison
Many you’ve been a slave to
If lucky this time it’ll take you to the coffin
How will you ever be able to continue
Déjà vu all over again
Except you have less friends then before
Is it possible to stay afloat in the ocean of your sin
Or is this the time you sink to the ocean floor
Caged emotionsAll the emotions caged deep withinCaged emotions by breathinbreathout
The key for it down even deeper
Some still escape leaving scars upon the skin
Each one added to the cage making me number
I pray you don’t find the key and open the cage
For if released they would surely eat you alive
I've barely survived it to this age
To the bottom of me my cage now has surely dived
Will the cage always act as a plague
Will I always have to carry it inside
If asked if I’m okay will my answers always have to be vague
Or will it stay until every part of me has died
The horror of the cage will continue
Destroying me from the inside out
Looking for a release long overdue
And I’m the only one on its route
My monstersMy monsters don’t live under my bedMy monsters by breathinbreathout
They don’t try to hide they come at full force when they want
My monsters live in my head
There’s nothing more they love to do than haunt
Hoping to make me self-destruct from the inside
Ripping their way through anything they can
Every day trying to keep the rope around me tightly tied
Whispering to my mind you’re a dead man
Always there hovering over every thought trying to get in
Waiting for the day I give up the fight
To sink me lower then I’ve ever been
To get that suicidal fire to ignite
Making my bones tremble
They scream and howl for me to give in
making each breathe barely breathable
Begging for me and them to become one once again
Deep InsideI still see you in my dreams, your the distant shadow in my nightmares.Deep Inside by AbductedSanity
Happy meomories turned into painful reminders. Memories as sharp as glass, cutting me as I i think back to them.
They cut deep, opening the wounds so tightly wound before.
Memories that once were great, now make my mind insane.
Things i only brought upon myself.
Things that i could avoid.
Things i messed up and now live with the pain.
The thought of you not in my arms, is as painful as a blade that harms.
The thought of you with someone else may be the end of me.
All these things on my mind day in and day out.
But no one to blame but this coward.
The man staring back in the mirror.
Cracked and broken as he stands in front of it.
Leaving pieces behind each time he walks away.
Pick up the piece, each time a different memory.
Each one that cuts him deeper.
Piercing the inner person that he once was.
Making him something that hes not.
Something he never wanted to be.
Something thats deep.
Deep inside the mind.
Divorce"You're being abused."Divorce by hiivala
"You're being oppressed."
"She's a control freak."
"You're being brainwashed."
"You're being manipulated."
"They are trying to rob me of my peace!"
You hear that enough, and soon you won't know what to believe.
From all the screaming and begging them to stop, your shouts grow coarse.
You've been told you have the voice of an angel.
But your strained larynx laughs - you are like a boy going through puberty.
Before long, you flat out sound like a chain smoker Batman.
All you can do is run away, so you scale the stairs and lock yourself in the one place you can call your own.
Because you're a "drama queen."
TryingTrying, trying,Trying by hiivala
A pool of blood,
A bad mistake.
An act of love,
Splashed with hate.