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Pretty noose hanging in front of me Pretty noose will you have this last dance Pretty noose I hate how I’m seduced by your beauty Pretty noose you’re my bad romance Pretty noose I’m so hung up on you Pretty noose you can take my pain away Pretty noose this dance has been long overdo Pretty noose back n forth we sway Pretty noose please stop haunting my mind Pretty noose I’m intoxicated by the thought of you Pretty noose we’ve become intertwined Pretty noose I don’t want to continue Pretty noose leave me alone Pretty noose my pain I don’t even know how to convey Pretty noose promise me minima

What do you do when you look inside yourself and find nothing When the person you are is disconnected from the skin you’re wearing When you try to find what’s not right and you realize it’s everything Feeling your bones ever more hallowing They say when you die the person you are,your soul leaves you That makes me breathing but dead So internally scarred by your mind that you can see them as soon as you pull up those sleeves Maybe you’ll finally feel yourself on a deathbed Or maybe you’re just buried in these vices Is the person you were gone forever If so oh how death entices Because I’m so tired of bei

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The center of the storm is where I belong Everything destroyed in my path From a distance beautiful like a hundred sad songs Until you look closer and see the aftermath This is me sounding the sirens stay away Don’t be the fool who stays and thinks they can survive Because everyone that’s came close to this storm has not been okay Even the person in the center of this storm isn’t alive Don’t worry though storms always die You won’t always have to be afraid Because after it dies it’s as soothing as a child’s lullaby I promise you’ll be happy you hadn’t have stayed The storm is not wort

Thick smoke in the air It’s all too familiar Stresses making you pull out your hair One more failure The oh so familiar sting of the blade The Reckless and uncaring actions Hopeless thoughts begin to invade So do all the old addictions Just pick your poison Many you’ve been a slave to If lucky this time it’ll take you to the coffin How will you ever be able to continue Déjà vu all over again Except you have less friends then before Is it possible to stay afloat in the ocean of your sin Or is this the time you sink to the ocean floor

All the emotions caged deep within The key for it down even deeper Some still escape leaving scars upon the skin Each one added to the cage making me number I pray you don’t find the key and open the cage For if released they would surely eat you alive I've barely survived it to this age To the bottom of me my cage now has surely dived Will the cage always act as a plague Will I always have to carry it inside If asked if I’m okay will my answers always have to be vague Or will it stay until every part of me has died The horror of the cage will continue Destroying me from the inside out Looking for a release long overdue And

My monsters don’t live under my bed They don’t try to hide they come at full force when they want My monsters live in my head   There’s nothing more they love to do than haunt Hoping to make me self-destruct from the inside Ripping their way through anything they can Every day trying to keep the rope around me tightly tied Whispering to my mind you’re a dead man Always there hovering over every thought trying to get in Waiting for the day I give up the fight To sink me lower then I’ve ever been To get that suicidal fire to ignite Making my bones tremble They scream and howl for me to give in making each breath

My world has been gray for a time and a half My heart is vacant I lay in bed What does it mean to laugh? My life is on hold I'm waiting for the color to return Trying to withstand the cold But I'm breathing so I escape concern I went to bed at the hour of six Because the pain was too much I couldn't resist But to use sleep as my crutch To stop the thinking This never-ending vortex I'm sinking, I'm sinking And time just keeps on ticking And the world keeps on spinning Plastic faces keep on blinking And drinkers keep on drinking The marauders come and go Searching among the fragments of my heart Nonchalant, they take what they please And I just

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, The path of contemporary conformity and the path of cramped chance lay asunder Uncertain as to which he should travel, He chose that which seemed most favorable among his peers He traveled this path of acquiescence Day by day he walked; just another face in the crowd Sauntering about, he felt as if he was under a contemptibly dark shroud He trudged among everyone ever knew 16 and he was discontent with where he was at in life But he never stopped to think that this was because of classmates One day he’ll wake up and he’ll understand the mistake he has made He will abandon this ship of mindl

Scared and alone afaird to open Afraid of being yell or judge at. wanting to open up but don't know how to. no one knows the real her and how she feel only like 1 person who know her and don't judge her. This girl is sad wanting to be normal wanting to be love love this guy but she can't be with him wishing she was perfect. Scares all over her body some fresh and some old wishing she was happy but nothing work. afraid of stuff

Of the grotesque things I've seen, And the horrible things I've done, My depraved and sick thoughts; They are what I've grown to regret the most. The distasteful things I imagine, Are always malcontent with decency. My thoughts of her, Are always twisted into something wretched. When these thoughts arise, It's almost as if I'm replaced. Somewhere in my core, Something evil takes over me. It haunts me incessantly; The ghost of my past thoughts. Nagging daily; It's slowly destroying me. It resembles me, But is not. It is a copy of my worst qualities, Leaving all decency in its wake. Night and day; These thoughts haunt me. Day and nig